letters to you

i miss you
i wanted to tell you
im angry
from loosingyou
not at u
at me
i shoulda called
i was afraid
im scared
what do i do
its been 5 months
5monhths
since i heard urvoice
i miss you
i need you
you get me
u understood
now im here
fighting to feel ok
in this nothingness
i cant fell anymore
i cant go on
i want u back
i want to tell you
that its ok
iwant you to no that i love u
that
this isnt the end
i wantyou to no
how hard its been
i wanted to tell you
how strong youve made me
i want to say sorry for everything i did to u
i want to say merry christmas again
i want to plantflowers
andwater the garden
i want you to yell at me again
im so sorry
im so sorry
im so sorry
id kill for u back
i promise
im sorry
i love you