someone wake me when this is all over

These days all seem to fade to one

one week down and another soon follows

my heart shaddered
and
I cant remember how it feels to smile "and mean it"

Life just moves on

no matter how hard it hurts to get up
in the morning

the morning still comes

If i could craw in a hole
for 3 months I would

Id like to
leave

get out of town

I just want
things to be ok

I want to see my grandmas face
and no Im not crazy

someone tell me
why it hurts so bad

this feeling no one gets it
and I hate to admitt it

Im failing miserably
But its a game i cant afford
to loose

Life

So maybe its never to late

I tried so hard to remember
everything I could about you

but all I could think of
is saying good bye

I wanted to remember
the sound of your voice

But the rippeling sound of
heart break is all I could hear

I wanted to remember your
favorite flower

But all I could think about is
the days that follow

I wanted to remember camping trips
and gardening

But all that was on my mind
is "what should I say"

I wanted to remember our ice cream
and chilli dogs

but my mind was blank
and my soul was crushed

I dont want to forget anything about you
and I'm so scared I will

With each day that passes
Im afraid I'll loose
another peice of
you

with each breath I take
Im hoping memories
will not escape

I promise I will try
my hardest to make you
proud
and I will fill you
in on the gossip
since I no you wont tell

if you

Promise me
when I make it to heaven
you'll be there
with cabbage soup
and
a good story to
tell