could it be this misery will suffice

all I've said I would never be
I have become
alcohol
solving my poblems
with each gulp
I cure
cancer
broken hearts
and mendable souls
i wish i never
took these moments
i wish you would go away
save me from who i am bound to be
i want everything you are not
and so it seems ill never be
but i want to be okay
again
to breath at ease
for once

pressure

here we go again
this road was paved
and we took the bumps
for the fun
but in the end
we're all the same
miserable with memories
of joyful or sorrowful times
i refuse to be
like you
iresstibley miserable
at 18
i hate that you hate me
but more that
I hate me

someone come and save my life

nothing more than okay is what she asked
and she recieved
perfection
but in oblivion
perfection is nothing
cmpared to misery
we always want what is not ours
never excepting the good she has
she wore out the love he had for her and forever
she was alone