someone wake me when this is all over

These days all seem to fade to one

one week down and another soon follows

my heart shaddered
and
I cant remember how it feels to smile "and mean it"

Life just moves on

no matter how hard it hurts to get up
in the morning

the morning still comes

If i could craw in a hole
for 3 months I would

Id like to
leave

get out of town

I just want
things to be ok

I want to see my grandmas face
and no Im not crazy

someone tell me
why it hurts so bad

this feeling no one gets it
and I hate to admitt it

Im failing miserably
But its a game i cant afford
to loose

Life