sometimes its so confusing
you leave everything in one place behind you
only to gain so much more
and you soon figure out that
its not what you needed
and your lost
once again
with millions of questions
all left unanswered
and all you've ever wanted was to know who you are
without losing who you were
no matter what you do
you can't make it right
and you thought for one whole second that everything was exactly the way it should be
and soon you realize that nothing is the way it should be
your searching high and low to find that person you know you can be
it's like somethings missing and you see it in everyone else
you see how perfect it can be
even with the troubles they have
you see it for a split second in a smile
in a laugh
what your missing
that ounce of perfection that everyone else has
it's like
the whole world knows something that you don't
that you can never know
you constantly surround your self with people
so you feel needed,wanted
and then when your alone
you realize
exactly how miserable you've come to be
so much so that
you find yourself contemplating
an escape
for that one second you find yourself completely at peace
you see your future and you know
this is the way it needs to be
