Sleepless nights lead to psychosis

The beauty of closing your eyes
and drifting off to
a wonderful place of dreams
were anything goes its your choice
no matter what you have that
but when your stripped from it
when you lay there night after night
wishing if just for one night
you could close your eyes and be off to that other worrld
yourr mind plays tricks on you
you starrt to hear things that do not exist
your body starts to hurrt
in places you never thought existed
your eyes are heavier than life itself
you pray
and wonder why
what the hell did you do
why is that everyone else
gets that luxury
and you do not
is it the fact that
you have no real reason to wake up in the
morning so if you actually do sleep
there would be no reason to get out of bed
you just sit therre and think all night
6 am rolls around you figure why not get up
you'd give up your most prrized possession for that sleep
just and hour or two
anything
.
.
.

one leg down

song lyrics
fill my head
as sit here alone
wondering
what happened to the classics
when did all music become a scream
loud
imposing on our ear drums
delivering
quante satisfaction
as we glissfully listen
and pretend we actually understand
the twisted words
pouring out of
the beautiful face
of this emo god
from fall out boy
to afi
even some chiodos
we love it
we get it
some people dont but we do
the "punk" generation
our parents most likely
hate it and maybe that makes it better
if its to loud
your simply to old