blah i suck

Alone she sat that night
wishing for survival
knowing that it never was in reach
she prays for strength
not forgiveness
shes fine with where shes going
she understands
no ones perfect
she never claimed to be
it was you who put those words to use
she slapped down the note
attached was her heart
stretching out to anyone in sight
she sighs
alone
she waits for the sinister smile
to disappear
she hates this life why not evacuate
she cant go fake so she might as well just go
excuse her shes slightly insane
never mind the words u hhear
shes alone again
like always
left with her thoughts
her dangerous thoughts
leave her be though
shes mad
at the world
for not working out
so escape this life with her
and make her see shes not alone