frustration
fills my mind
anger is not the word
do u even understand
half of whats inmy head
no one does
no on enters my world
i letuthink
uno me
expose me i fear nothing
u have to say
shocked broken im dynig inside
i cant even get over the last now u want me to
deal again
i cant
i refuse
i need control
i cant get control
im spinning
and screaming
and no one sees me
hidden behind this smile
i resort to musical therapy
that helps as much as anything
i cant evenfight it
i want togo back
back to what
used to work
id kill for this
to quit
i want out
more than anything
iwanna be happy
not in the selfish
way i want to give i want tof eel good about
my choices
as of now
im not
i want control
with control comes
happiness
my plan torecieve control
regain consciousness
i miss u
u no
i miss u so much
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