do you ever feel lost in the most familiar places
like when nothing seems right to you
you find your self questioning everything
friends
family
peoples true intentions
life
god
and everything in between
I cant stand it anymore
who am I
the ultimate question
I hate my body, my mind, my life
I hate it
I want out sometimes
I need a break I think
but where do I take it
failing miserably
i dont no any more
foods the enemy
and the bestfriend
its insanely refreshing to know
i can go a week with out any food
then
sometimes dont you just want to scream
just let all the tension that built up out
escape reality
and get away
i used to paint
to get out
it helped
and i used to write and it helped
now
nothing helps
not even screaming
