and so the lines been blurred

his breath so hot on my skin
the way he looked right through me
his hand sliding slowly down my jaw
to rest were my shoulder meets my neck
then slowly into my hair
the way he lightly brushed my lips with his
then down my chin and across my jaw
how beautiful
it made me feel
how soft his eyes felt each time they met mine
a dark brown full of secrets
just waiting to escape
a light tug and no space remained
here in his arms
the rest of the world disappears
me and him
all troubles gone for these moments
everything is perfect
we stayed in this tightly bound hug for
eternity or so it seemed
his breath warming my ear
as he whispered
just the right words
to finally break me
and the rest is history
forever he had me
from that moment I'd lost whatever was left of self control
and he had me
full hearted
terrified
thrilling
tragic

dont do it

I hate that you think you have me all figured out
like you no me better then I do
Because my hair is dark and my shoes are bright
because I go to shows and listen to punk
I cant go deeper then this label
this stereotype
just another young rebel
who doesnt no shit about anything real
that i couldnt possibly say anything deeper then
a song lyric
and I have no clue of true music
I hate that you judge me
that you hate me
that you dont think
im worth the time
but I hate most
is that I care
what you think