I confess ive messed up

I feel
the weight of the world on my shoulders
cant move
closing in
the walls crumble
shes there
always
i cant breath
she laughs
inner demons threating to emerge
i lie
still she screams
in joy
mylife falling apart shes amused
need to de stress
de complicate
reducce
all things i hold mine
this is the end of
her
its all about to change
im ready for new
im sick of all this
all the me that does not exsist
feeling like i need to escape
be free
determined to discover
reality
....