You left me abandoned
cold
bitter
alone
the beauty of it all
i knew it was coming
and i couldnt stop it
your endless battle for life
my endless battle of denial
i missed it
that call
the last words
forever lost
ignorance
or maybe
fear
im not sure
these days are cloudy
one more class missed
one grade i cant fix
a paper to write
journals due soon
no inspiration
lack of sleep
and food
I cant grasp
the pole full of grease
its slipping
along with me
one last shot
I cant fight the urges
the razors call my name
the sweet escape of
each pill
as it goes down
relief
or just further down
my fix
i try to keep the feelings away
if only for today
id like to be happy
my only happiness
is found withen
the deep lyrics of bands ill never
see
a love for the
musical
in life
My life
one manic episode after another
down then up
this rollercoasters making me sick
but the carney wont let me off
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