Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Just for Today

The skys will be clear
the sun will shine within
my heart will be high
I will shed no tears
my mind will not be trapped
my body will be its own perfection
the stars will sing to me
rooftops will bring salvation
friends will render joy
he will be mine
depression will be gone
soul set free
my eyes will not weap

yea today
i will be happy

just for today

tommorow is unclear but i know
today will be okay

I cant see the sun anymore

laughter fills the room
silent tears streaming
the thought of living one more day
without you is killing me
I did it all
from drink you away to pop the pain
I cant stop this broken heart
its one no one can touch on
every night gets worse
I've shed more tears a year later
then I did at the time
why isnt it all better
why do some days seem so perfect and then nights are doomed
I need you to tell me things will get better
but we all know thats not true
I wish it were
I need you
isnt it funny when someone dies you need them more then you ever did before
the things I've been through since youve been gone
I cant imagine whats in store
I'd give anything to have you back here
just one more day

leaveit be

I wish i woulda called
if I could do one thing over
i would have
I want to know how it felt
I want to know what it was like
I wish you were here
Ive never mised you more
theres lots I would change if
time reversal was possible
I need you
i hope you know
I want to know what itslike to be happy
im happy more then I was before but
being here breaks my heart
i need you
i wish you could tell me things would be okay
sleep tight
or i love you
but its to late and your to gone
i want to see you again
hear you
i feel you all around me
i miss you

Monday, June 23, 2008

deadend

its getting colder now
on lifes little trip
im trying to see the good in it but i cant
my phones ringing and i cant hear a thing
your minds blank my minds raging
escape the future dear
you need to get out
stop all this maddness you need to wake up
scream
from the rooftops
your going to be okay
this i promise

lifes hard lovely but you will be
just fine
get thee orange cupcakes a sing it
beauty is around us stop
and stare
this is all we need

just believe

deadend

its getting colder now
on lifes little trip
im trying to see the good in it but i cant
my ohones ringing and i cant hear a thing
your minds blank my minds raging
escape the future dear
you need to get out
stop all this maddness you need to wake up
scream
from the rooftops
your going to be okay
this i promise

lifes hard lovely but you will be
just fine
get thee orange cupcakes a sing it
beauty is around us stop
and stare
this is all we need

just believe