right before she hit
she saw him
smiling
waiting to take her in
to show that love exists outside of fairy tales
he grasped her hand
and lead her in to his heart
infinite happiness was almost reachable
she glanced back
at her past
a world know one should be in
pain
fear
hate
lost
she never fell more gracefully
then the day he caught her
Love is the movement
we are the cause
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
boring
Every glance at the mirror reminds her that shes flawed
She wishes it was as easy as people make it sound
wishing for hip bones
so beautiful
praying to be looked at by him
the same way he looks at her
wishing she had a him that wanted her
for her
soon
she locks her self up for days
praying to look ok
she hates how she looks and for that
she eats nothing
work out she screams
skinny is happiness
happiness is what I need
She wishes it was as easy as people make it sound
wishing for hip bones
so beautiful
praying to be looked at by him
the same way he looks at her
wishing she had a him that wanted her
for her
soon
she locks her self up for days
praying to look ok
she hates how she looks and for that
she eats nothing
work out she screams
skinny is happiness
happiness is what I need
Saturday, January 26, 2008
blah i suck
Alone she sat that night
wishing for survival
knowing that it never was in reach
she prays for strength
not forgiveness
shes fine with where shes going
she understands
no ones perfect
she never claimed to be
it was you who put those words to use
she slapped down the note
attached was her heart
stretching out to anyone in sight
she sighs
alone
she waits for the sinister smile
to disappear
she hates this life why not evacuate
she cant go fake so she might as well just go
excuse her shes slightly insane
never mind the words u hhear
shes alone again
like always
left with her thoughts
her dangerous thoughts
leave her be though
shes mad
at the world
for not working out
so escape this life with her
and make her see shes not alone
wishing for survival
knowing that it never was in reach
she prays for strength
not forgiveness
shes fine with where shes going
she understands
no ones perfect
she never claimed to be
it was you who put those words to use
she slapped down the note
attached was her heart
stretching out to anyone in sight
she sighs
alone
she waits for the sinister smile
to disappear
she hates this life why not evacuate
she cant go fake so she might as well just go
excuse her shes slightly insane
never mind the words u hhear
shes alone again
like always
left with her thoughts
her dangerous thoughts
leave her be though
shes mad
at the world
for not working out
so escape this life with her
and make her see shes not alone
Monday, January 14, 2008
Lost at sea
Spinning loudly out of control
she grasps her head and screams
her hair falling to the floor rapidly
her body aching for kindness
the shiny salvation seeps in
she cant breath as the thoughts race through
her mind eluded to an unknown place
she digs deep to find something
anything
to ease these thoughts
to quit the masses around her
the bottle falls from the cabinet like
it came from god himself
she downs the whole thing in 3 minutes and
off to bed she goes
......
she grasps her head and screams
her hair falling to the floor rapidly
her body aching for kindness
the shiny salvation seeps in
she cant breath as the thoughts race through
her mind eluded to an unknown place
she digs deep to find something
anything
to ease these thoughts
to quit the masses around her
the bottle falls from the cabinet like
it came from god himself
she downs the whole thing in 3 minutes and
off to bed she goes
......
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