I need to step outside just to see If I can Breath

breath

takes it all in

looks in the mirror

and

never truly see how
beautiful you really are

the collar bones are
showing through
the covers
and your
face is sinking

my my
you look so pale
and
im scared

each step
you take

your searching
for no one but yourself

lost
among a sea
of dissapointment
and
failure

your scared
of
how far you are into it

perfection
is unreachable

the fuck up in u
is screaming
at the
perfectionist
you want to be

help

control
the urge



its gonna be ok

upside of anger

The story goes
shes lost...
but
somewhere shefinds out
shes never been lost
nor misplaced
here..now..
its happening
quit trying
and live
always silver
trying to be platinum
silver is silver
cant change it
its chemically im possible
so except it
move on
we are
who we are
figure it out
im trying
imperfections define us
i strive for more
and to be less
but
im working on it
and in that
im happy
not so much now
but i will be
and knowingg that makes things seem ok you no
so
dream big
and never
hold back

destroy the evidence

escaping what I no is
inevitable
we all face demons
distress yourself
it gets eaier
does it?
Im not so sure
rock
or
roll
its hard to say
in between
but not both
roll away from
this world
or
rock it
with confidence
even though you have none
see
the story goes
shes lost but
it ends with
her beiing ok
notthis book
its not like that
hate toruin it
but
nothing comes eay
escape
reality
for its coming
hard
and
fast
like
a pitch by a yankee
to
tiger
watch
out keep your eye on the ball
one blink
and a black eye
***OUCH***
seeing stars
but not in pete wentz form
life punches hard
we take it
or crumble
exceed with your
morals
go on like its ok
be ok
earase past mistakes
dont regret
learn
this is the day
to....
fill in the blank

new friends are golden

this is baby shit
ive grown
im older now
and its sad to leave u behind
u cant get over shit
and i never said what u meant
its funny
so strong
u claim
stand up
then
you act like
perfections your middle name
far from it hun
say what you please
im over you
day 17 never looked so sweet
please
dont act
no grammys in your future
poor youth
no what there is left
nothing
escape
you cant
i will
see u round
maybe
hope not
who needs enemys when you have friends like this
my favorite line
round here
im all outta hope
lost sense of belonging
all thanks to you
i never claimed what you thought
and u livedup
to my beliefs
way to proove me right
i new id never
trust u
and im glad i didnt
little peices are all u got
so thanks
for that
im proud
ive been nothing but a good friend
so say what u want
im done
escape yourself please
before it ruins you


much love loser